the universe...
... is amazing. In the original definition.
Thank you for continuing to inspire awe within me despite my thinking I'm no longer able to be awed.
Happy Birthday
I just want to call and say it. I just want to get a card and send it. I just want to show up and blurt it out. I just want to throw my arms out and give a birthday hug. I just want to grab and give a birthday kiss.
doing scary things
Bravery. Courage. Daring. Heart. It's interesting to think of the number of things I've done, or decisions I've made based upon pure fear. How being scared of a thing controls, and by controls I mean I allow myself to be controlled, my actions. Frankly I'm quite sick of it. Sick enough of it for some seriously drastic action. I lost, and by lost I mean threw away, FOR A SECOND TIME the best chance at happiness over a bunch of fear.