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I have trouble at times, deciding the legitimacy of wanting more. There's the part of me that is (mostly) happy with what he has, who he is, where he's going and where he's been and wonders if this sense of needing more is just a by-product of everything and everyone saying "more is better" and I in my, albeit naive, struggle to fit in “feel" that I too should want more. And there's a part of my that feels I deserve more, and wanting more isn't a message from the outside letting me know I don't "have" enough but is actually a message from the inside asking for something or some things more fulfilling than where I currently am. I vigilantly watch the messages I receive from the outside and place them where they belong as they reach me.